My Magazine Article
I am now 40years old, and it wasn’t until around my late 30s did I have any clue of whatto do in my life. I was continuously circling the cycles of a toxic drugaddicted life prior to this new era I am now walking through.
Thanks to the Most High God and his divineplan, I had made it to the realization of Spirituality. It took deepcontemplation to see and appreciate myself to a level that brought me to aplace of seeing a ‘Dream Life’ that I could live out exhibiting my gifts inthis life that I saw for myself. I ended up accepting all that had happened tome in my thus far, once I that release fell upon me the awakwening had began. Icontinued with my behavior and consistency of drinking and doing my drugs, butI stopped lowering myself with hopeless outcomes in choosing to remain among thelow-hanging-people grappling to fit-in with them. I hung out with myselfenjoying my own company highlighting and taking note of what makes me happy,thrilled, vibrant, confident. I started to see my value, then found my purposewithin the depths of my addiction. I say, “With the Grace of God,” because howelse could my use of me still be so validly placed to of service in this Worldso beautifully placed in this portion of my life. A portion that seems so “Latein the Game.” My life that I had lived, and am going to strive to live out, forthe rest of my life will undoubtably be in inspirational purposes. It sure feelsgood to have finally settled upon what I am going to do with my life. Finally,around the age of 36 or 37 years old I came to realizing my purpose. This iswhat I wish for all who come towards me in needing this too. My intension arewishing that every addict get to feel the beautiful realization of theirpurpose, and the release of relief it brings. Then next comes the, “Hallelujah!Hallelujah!,…., ,….., ., Hallelujah!” confirmationsigns from the divine, or as I like to call-it, “The NEW Dopamine Hit!!”
The mostoutstanding part of this story comes from, ‘the jaw dropping’ confirmationsfrom the Universe though the happenstances. I found that these occurrenceswithin life, that only I would notice, started happening all around me. I wouldoccur through people passing by with a nice compliment as I was doubting how Ilooked, to encourage me! Or through shape of a cat that I loved and missed inthe clouds after I just got through ‘letting it all out in the shed sobbing,’as soon as I stepped out to look at the sky. I would also be sign for myselfwithin myself as I’d watch a dance routine for the first time and getgoosebumps from it now every time to let me know that ‘this is what I holdpassion for.’ It was, as is, beautiful and LOVING. This is Love from the Divine.This is ‘Someone Up There Loves You!’
What also verymuch got me to where I am and how I do it for myself comes from the coolest of World-Wide-Webmagic! I’ve gotta give thanks and credit-due to those who deserve great ‘Thanks& Credit!” The You Tubers who exhibit their gifts on behalf of “Love &Light” Tarot Readers, Thank You! I got so many validating confirmations thatresulted in encouraging me to keep going. Within the super intelligence,wisdom, and guidance of these Tarot Readers on YouTube, I felt not alone evenwhen I was. It was amazing going through my transition into my purpose throughthe understanding heart of strong people posting videos that happened to havelanded in front of me randomly. Thosetarot readers on YouTube are the new angels I say. They truly do speak outmessages from the divine that folks to find, at the time when they were meantto find it! Its so Cool! They also show the example of a good person who hadcome into oneself as they stand10-toes-down-on who they are, unapologetically. Justlike ‘Janis Joplin.’ (just in case yourthinking Im not really knowing what Im talking about. Also note, I am still smokingin these realizations, so…. ) Now just in case you are saying to yourself, “Tarot!She's just crazy.” Not so fast. I wasalso showered by plenty of surprising videos of sermons from, “T.D. Jakes,” thewell-studied Potter House pastor in Dallas TX using knowledge that he explainsin the amazing way that makes him, “Him,” as added confirmations from the bibleitself, as well. “3-types of people” was my first video I found that introducedme to the divine wisdom that comes from T.D. Jakes. Then, “Nothing justHappens,” with, “When someone can walk away from you. Let Them Walk! ‘If Theybe not among us then they aren’t to be with us, had they been of us, no doubtthey would still be with us.’’” – T.D. Jakes and the Bible. This came upon me throughoutmy journey as well, and “Thank You for your Work on this Earth, T.D. Jakes!”
All thesethings and more had gotten me so excited that I started going after my vision.My way of offering help to the World. It got me choosing to use less as I movecloser to my opening doors of my future. And all this, still within the strong-holdof an addiction. I will succeed though, and I’m letting it be known now for allto see it. This too, is within my purpose. See its not all super easy at all. It’sall good though, because its alright. It might be what is needed, or at leastworth a shot.
This Spiritual/Universalrandomness of confirmations served me every step of the way. I’ve also markedmy journey down through journaling, but you will need to ‘Book a Session” with mein my idea of being the first Activityiest Healer to see proof of that. www.activityiesthealer.com
To sum up this wholestory of mine up, I’m practically sharing how I found my purpose in life. Itstarted with stumbling upon the divine wisdom that sparked my acknowledgementof “Spirit,” in my life. Then it revealed why things had gone the way they hadgone, and it has happened at this time of my life because my Life’s Purpose ishere to help the World at this time. This purpose of mine is me putting outthis VERY GOOD IDEA for a Non-Profit Program that I am invent on this Earth. Iplan and see it standing the test of time. I call this platform The P.C.P. –The Positive Community Project. It will stand to be successful for it aims tohelp the happiness level of the collective. Participants will have a positiveplace to earn money with The P.C.P.’s promise of a pay-that-day pay system. Thesefolks will need to participate through positive acts of kindness upon humanity.Unknowingly benefiting from my deeper emotional outcome into healing with therequired meditation practice and my stories. Then, HUMANITY will need toplay-its-part in a $1 or $5 donation when they happen to have felt the happyresults of this group of participators input for the community as we brainstormways to lift the lives of community members around us. Those donations and therise of crowd appreciation will help these forgotten people feel seen, or that’swhat me and my heart are banking on.
I was sent byGod himself to achieve all this out from my addiction. Having not gone to manyAA meetings at all, I still found this to be true. “God grant me serenity of acceptingthe things that I cannot change. The courage to change the things that I can.And the wisdom to know the difference.”
God wants to take us see this withunderstanding heart and into your understanding minds, through me. Let me standback up even though I had fallen to a life-threatening injury. Let me stillfinish this race and have the same happiness we are all allowed to have.
I am MissChristina Carol, and I am the founder of Activityiest Healing as the first ActivityiestHealer, using my Positive Community Project Method of Healing in the developmentof The Positive Community Project. Helping others by uplifting the environment inorder to lift the vibration of Our Mother Earth. Please Donate to the idea atGofundme ‘search’ The Positive Community Project, or BOOK A WEEK OF FUN ACTIVITY TIME at www.activityiesthealer.com.Thank You have a Continuous Blessed Day.
“My Letter to My Hometown,” which went as follows,was how I started in 2021.
Hello Chinle,
Happy 2021 to you all! My name isChristina Sanford and Chinle Arizona is my hometown. When coming down that “Bananacurve hill,” I feel as if I'm home. I'm sure that many of you can relate tothis feeling I speak of. To start this new year off with our home in mind, ICristina Sanford, would like to attempt a possible legacy. I am writing to allof you today to ask if you would like to be a part of it. We can be the firstcommunity that would benefit from an idea like this and end up being the mainexample of a positive and caring community for future societies to reflectupon. Truly, if I had all the money in the world my soul would agree to providethe money needed, but since I don't, I am asking for your help in donating fundsto get the ball rolling on this new beneficial project. My heart's ideawill need the members of this community to invest in this positive communityproject.
The PositiveCommunity Project DAILY GOAL is to improve our hometown physically, andhopefully emotionally as well. I am praying that this message reaches youduring an awesome day that makes you feel intrigued enough to decide to be apart of this possible nonprofit development stage. If this program works likeI'm dreaming of it too, then CHINLE will be transformed into a brighter nicerand more prideful place. Not only in its appearance, but ALSO emotionallywithin the lives of any of the participants.
Let me ask you a question, do youworry about any connected young adult in your family who seems to be throwingtheir lives towards things like drugs and/or alcohol every day? Well, the PCPwill be aiming to help those young citizens with a positive place to goinstead. I thought of this Positive Community Project as a means of helping theyoung unemployed adults of our town by providing them with an opportunity toearn a little cash. The positive community project will be a foundation thatwill provide earned cash without any intimidating application process andcommitment. They come to complete a great deed to earn money from our community,and that is where your money will be going towards when you donate. Theunemployed can earn a little cash through this more positive outlet ofvolunteering their time in kindness rather than looking to drugs and alcohol asa pastime for fun. The PCP hopes to provide an uplifting positively vibingworking group who work together to generate positive outcomes for our hometown.Deep down, I personally aim for our interaction to result in the re-sparking ofinner light in a positive way for participants. Emotionally, I'm hoping that aperson who participates in the PCP work projects will be reinspired to go fortheir dreams as they feel noticed and appreciated Throughout the future. Successfor me looks like Support in the form of donations, Which I imagine will comein the spur of the moment of appreciation of a job well done.
A few concrete ideas that I'vebeen wanting to accomplish with the Positive Community Project are: The re-paintingover graffiti with more inspiring images or messages, The re-doing of thetown's “C of CHINLE” Upon the Mesa side to invoke more pride, as well as thewell needed basic acts of picking up trash in littered areas. Remember, thiswould be just the start of these brainstormed positive productions. If thisprogram proves to be great for society, I predict that there will be more ideasflowing forth from everyone. I look forward to hearing all the other ideas thatmy fellow community members would like to add towards making CHINLE better. Pleasenote that all participants must be 21 and over.
I hold a lot of passion towards this program, and I see agreat future for this program helping society. Hopefully, Chinle can be thefirst town to provide a chance to prove its worth and stand as an exemplarytown of kindness, caring, and growth.
Please go to: gofundme.com, and “search” for The Positive CommunityProject to donate to the development of this nonprofit idea being developed by oneof your hometown sisters.
Either way, I hope for you to have a splendid 2021. HappyNew Years! Thank you for your time and consideration.
Sincerely, Christina Sanford.
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